now i noe y winnie was so unhappy when planning her bday party. cos it sucks. m gonna wash my hands off this n just sit back n whine since it's wad i do best. was looking forward to gg sweets house but nw i just dont feel like doing anything except rot at home.

n now im still having tuition cos my tutee is dam irritating he does his work SO SLOWLY THAT HE ONLY DID 2 QUES FOR THE PAST 1 1/2 HR! hais m just irritated with the whole world so shall cool down n tink calmly before i go anywhere or do anything.

ok talking abt the happy stuff im so glad we joined in the end cos yepp got to tok with the melayu dancers n also brought home lotsa freeebies! (: but it was also torturous cos the 4 goodies bags r freakin heavy n poor sick sweets have to carry it all the way during our shopping trip. hais shd have gone home instead.

hais i feel dumb cos theres so many shd havs. ): maybe next time i need to do anything tink tru it first n DONT BE PAISEH TO TROUBLE PPLE cos ultimately if u r not thick-skinned enuff theres alot of things u dun get to benefit. n ya i noe there'll be alot of hiccups n stuff even at such small things but it sucks. im someone who can take failure but this incident really led me to feeling dumb. u say i tink too much but it's not true. ure not me. im not using to this cos ya as u said, my father spoilt me since young. i hate such independence seriously. i have no idea of how to go abt doing this n ya i dun wan to grow up.

i just wanna be safe n having my dad do everything for me ):